“Where did I go wrong?”
“You didn’t!”, it’s in my mind, a longing for destruction,
don’t swim in the boiling water, why would you take it as a drink?
my bones hurt,
the air is so heavy,
I’ve lost my child while going to the Church,
pure eyes, pure need,
why would you believe? “Why don’t you stay?”
“I’m already away..”
run, they say, stay, they say,
giants can’t read the book of John of things to come;
“You don’t listen!”
“I hear your thoughts…”, they think I’m lost,
one step closer,
two bricks harder to reach,
don’t open doors that won’t take your key,
“Slow down…”
there’s a morning to each,
too white, too dark,
“I can feel the spark!”
“Should be burning now..”,
and go, they say, come, they say,
the voices fade, till one day…
Un Jurnal Neverosimil 