embracing calmness
silence pours the shadows gently off
rendered to music bands won’t play
whispering words like an enchantment script
daring the world in shapes one cannot see
colored red with naked glamour
painted blue in trembling manner
smeared in white and dressed in leather
victors kneel in blonde hot weather
feelings are so often unrightfully abused
unreasonably hidden
love me cruel with stripped green eyes
break me painfully after dark
bloodied summer of the wicked mind…
Dandelion fields forever

Unsober is the day,
foul play on sleepless nights
The Guns are awfully absurd
The Stones are even further,
I can’t find my music and the words won’t follow
dreams are ending with an artificial flavour
politically wasting years of savage force,
I need more than substance
to hang pretty portraits on a straighter wall
to preach the passion buried deep inside
build newer gods in the image of my kind,
I need darkened mountains
I need fertile valleys with running sky clear waters
to wash my sorrows and bury deep my fears
in the shadow of a greater fuller purple moon…
brick by brick, in the dark
breath by breath, doors closed, windows high
the heart collapses from the harder stronger grip,
I need a supernova, not only the spark
an exploding sunshine to burn one way out
to put down the unrest
to unspill the ink from the very first page,
in a coffee shop up that steep road
where dark roast and winter black tea
slowly wrote us to unstaged tragedy
the war and anguish, the spite I covered in me,
I need a blue spring
to walk anew the dandelion fields forever…
The fall
fall is coming rain and chill
dusk colored hot spice
and your blonde turns red
shinning silver to one’s breath
walking barefoot like a tiger
you serve wonders for desert,
twenty something miles ashore
where your blue turns green
feels like seventeen once again,
the young shapes on the floor
unless knees are bruised on fire
can’t spell ire form desire,
and we are fast driving
but I still need more –
a supernova in a winter storm
wild dancing and changing form
giving life to amazing chaos
filling up the heart and soul
without rhythm and control
bringing music to the whole,
is a spark I could call love…
YouTube is not dead… yet
1. Wolf Alice – Leaning Against The Wall
2. Florence + The Machine – Everybody Scream
3. Halsey – Gasoline
4. Hayley Williams – Glum
5. Gracie Abrams – I Told You Things
6. The Last Dinner Party – This Is The Killer Speaking
7. Emilio Piano ft. Lucie – Maison
Alice & June (Indochine)
Don’t sleep in the cold
when everything is wrong
and nothing turns out bright
painting your hour in the deepest hue
wisdom is forbidden while the chains hang heavy,
so you’re locked in stone
break the rhythm, don’t sing along
life is damn’ short, why sleep in the cold?
wake up!
wake up!
you’ll sleep when you’re old
wake up!
wake up!
don’t sleep in the cold!
when all the doors are closed
and no one rings the bell
strike another tune and turn to the next page,
maybe it is right or maybe it is not
but being lost in limbo never payed a debt,
and always ask for sugar
even if the merchant deals in salt…
ask for sugar,
never take the salt
ask for sugar,
never salt,
sugar…
when the darkness falls
burn up the whole world
so they feel it coming
when heat goes up through hell,
and leave nothing behind
no trace, no hate, no excuse
only love, if you’ve got what it takes…
it takes
what it takes,
it takes
what it takes,
to run on empty and love on the full
it takes
what it takes,
it takes
what it takes…
Under God
I don’t need your silence
I despise the calm
revolution,
turning on the time
the staircase wakes me up
painting my world upside down
I can feel the sacrifice…
no more leaps on your Church
the steps are marked in ancient blood
the voices crawl within
the heavy doors are thin –
long past midnight
I chose a different path to walk
another God to serve;
from nothingness comes struggle
the debt is payed in sorrow
after darkness follows light
as we forget the saints…
Merry Christmas, Please Don’t Call
The 5@November
1. Linkin Park – The Emptiness Machine
2. METRIC – Sick Muse
3. DEVILSKIN – Unborn
4. Fontaines D.C. – Bug
5. The Offspring – Make It All Right
BONUS : The Black Keys – Stay In Your Grave (feat. Alice Cooper)
EDIT 1 : Sophie Bongos – there’s a fire in the sky
EDIT 2 : Inhaler – Your House
Julia
odd key is out of tune
the turning never ends
a big house with big windows and bigger skies still,
the glass is half empty
even half full
and the noise is killing slowly
in your face I see the fall,
where is the beauty ?
where is the pain ?
where is that life
happy,
insane,
they die one after the other
heroes of thy father,
and I lie my ear down on the strings of a sound that never spins…
I am in the wrong,
for how much long ?
out of pity
it grows
it feeds on the sadness
larger than the world that it quotes,
blue tainted hair and blue painted nails,
it scars the skin
it bleeds
and it dreams,
in between hills
where the water spills
the burning has passed with a bottle of gin
and so,
Julia dreams…