1. Linkin Park – The Emptiness Machine
2. METRIC – Sick Muse
3. DEVILSKIN – Unborn
4. Fontaines D.C. – Bug
5. The Offspring – Make It All Right
BONUS : The Black Keys – Stay In Your Grave (feat. Alice Cooper)
EDIT 1 : Sophie Bongos – there’s a fire in the sky
EDIT 2 : Inhaler – Your House
odd key is out of tune
the turning never ends
a big house with big windows and bigger skies still,
the glass is half empty
even half full
and the noise is killing slowly
in your face I see the fall,
where is the beauty ?
where is the pain ?
where is that life
happy,
insane,
they die one after the other
heroes of thy father,
and I lie my ear down on the strings of a sound that never spins…
I am in the wrong,
for how much long ?
out of pity
it grows
it feeds on the sadness
larger than the world that it quotes,
blue tainted hair and blue painted nails,
it scars the skin
it bleeds
and it dreams,
in between hills
where the water spills
the burning has passed with a bottle of gin
and so,
Julia dreams…
writing became stale,
my thoughts linger outward in a redundant and unskilled manner
in hesitant yet concise steps,
nothing but disgraceful sampling of the unattended entropy…
the inner equation is unfit
the variables tremble,
either there is no constant or the definition may be inaccurate
so the pursuit of an X proves fruitless
and it is more of a Y than anything else;
I,
a single letter to me
it is key to understanding…
You,
poetry seeks insight
there is a rhythm to follow, an elegant musicality
the incorporeal promise of beauty and excitement
as imagination unfolds at the very moment the eyelids drop –
a slap to the senses :
is there anything left for … ?
I am the
I am the darkness
the might to be
and the state of being I can not control,
a feeling
lost in between times
a single line going straight to you…
you are a friend
but not the one to me
and I scream into the void
I scream my will to exist
free from fear
free from the prison I have accepted in me
I will you to be,
the one
the one that is there waiting for me
a doorway to another existence
another chance to be
free form weight
open to all
gravity pulled
sunward emotion
I need a feeling to transform my devotion,
love me
adoration
I am but a soldier
unwanted commotion,
you love me
the emotion
I am
resolution
darkness
my way is commotion…
Dear friend,
I’ve lost my way going south…
trapped in a dream that is not really mine
building bricks to build up the Wall
people are wrong
tell me who you are,
I need music
my voice will it suffice?
when in the craving
I fill up the cases
and then fade in some way…
my fingers blue
my sight alright
are there any purple stars?
dancing
with
my
heart
there is not much light
on the other side
of the line I followed from the start;
Love –
how do you measure
how can one know
the steps you have taken
the strings you have severed
brought you any closer
or made you whole,
a simple choice
her hand is made of white noise…
1. COBRA SPELL – The Devil Inside Of Me
2. Vixen – Red
3. blink-182 – DANCE WITH ME
4. The Dirty Nil – The Light, The Void and Everything
5. Johnny Marr – Somewhere
6. Depeche Mode – My Favourite Stranger
7. Papa Roach – Leave A Light On
8. Future Islands – ‘The Tower’
9. Guns N’ Roses – Perhaps
10. Måneskin – HONEY (ARE U COMING?)
BONUS TRACK : Teddy Swims – Devil in a Dress
I am the darkness, I am the world
this is the suffering, do as you’re told
you have no choice,
it’s beyond control
in this dungeon, in the cold
this is where it takes your soul
immortal life from the above
you’ve been dreaming since day one…
I am the silence, I am the wreak
in this longing there is no break
there’s no fire for them to see
your eyes are filled with misery,
no equation, no chemistry
love’s a lie and so is she
shadow covered memories
you broke it all and you can’t feel…
I am the fate, the voice of reason
calling your name in this prison
stretch your arms,
break the machine
give your mind an atomic spin,
chase your devils, loose your hounds
I am fire, I am the blood
when I seek I never hold
never do as you were told!
For I am the voice, I am the rage
that never screams when out of stage,
I am the heat, I am the heart
I am the beat and the savage night,
thoughtful king and cruel master
a monster ride on a purple kite,
a beast of many sorts
I am the pure glorious life…
1. CASTLEBEAT – Sunlife
2. Poppy – Hard
3. Crazy Lixx – “Wild Child”
4. Bleachers – Modern Girl
5. LORD OF THE LOST – Destruction Manual
BONUS : Marilyn Manson – This is Halloween
told me long ago to listen for the signs
silence bursting out the darkest and most villain vibes
the night aligns the pounding in this cage
I am a hunter, I am also pray
hold you harder, in my dream I walk away
only invisible machines connect us to the stream
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