I… AM
the music and the glitter
ideas, connected, and the space in between
a notebook with blank pages to be filled
stories
love
depression
what makes me alive if not pain?

I am between contradictions
going for size, color, harmony, feeling
an eye to the Lady on the wall with the hand seeking pleasure
redemption, maybe
and I did try the math, the logic, equations –
the heart opposed,
full stop
explosions
LSD –
Lucy, where are you Lucy?

Her prince came soon after
the place was empty
need
lack of time, indecision, illusion of choice
no need for white horse
happily
ever
after?

Beauty?
I do not see YOU
I relate what I feel
context
opposition
similarity
sound is heart of true meaning,
and you play the piano
faulty, scrambled yet real, all for me
easy to fall
deeper
into a lifetime of YOU and I…

I AM
you and I –
mirrored
…