Alice

Mirrormask 2005

Is it me or is it Alice,
when I cut the rope it starts raining,
hands be moving and two penny rolling down the page to thirty,
show me mercy…
show me kindness
I am hiding in the laughing, smiling faces to the floor
and the days are getting shorter and the nights are getting old,
fancy ice-cream on the highway, chocolate in the heart of storm
it’s a name my lips be spelling as a fan of Rolling Stones,
like a hopper in the grass
like a monster with a dress
they had red wine for a breakfast in the middle of the west…
So is it me, or is it Alice,
days were gone and couldn’t notice
Grandma’ told me to be fair
but the heart of things to come will not take another turn,
fifty steps along the rhyme may not spill the fairy’s tail
nor the pockets full of gold
and the hundred sixty something of the words I could have told;
Alice darling,
are we really getting old?
the story stands, the hippie hands, with tattoos at the ends,
a suburb house with funny trees
two kids and a dog called Steve and a cat we gave no name…
Is it me or is it Alice,
that we want to start anew
getting young is not for lonesome but for all the very few,
killing me and killing you
giving birth to someone new….

Colors

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I am a color,
that changes with thoughts that travel my soul
sometimes I am blue or green or even black as the deep
and later on I turn to purple, white or yellow or sunrise…
They tried to give me a name,
to call me somehow, to recognize me when passing by,
but failed to see inside my core
so no name is able to define me as a whole,
for I am no rose, nor red nor the shade of sad,
I am a feeling that glides with the aspects of life
and I can be dark and pink at the same time,
and when you blink I am gone, already turned into another one…
I am a color,
and things that I touch I paint them with facts,
so they stand witness in the past of days that came and went
of ideas that pierced my brain,
of long rives that fall into great seas that turn into oceans,
that carry on the colors of the birth of the universe
and along with them a little part of me,
the color of existence, the color of unknown,
I paint the world with parts of my heart,
with colors that turn into sounds…
I am a color,
and my words are bits along the spectrum of white,
objects that live and die at the same time
I am a balance between need and fulfill
and once put together I am gone as you will,
I am a color that can not be seen…

Apă

Belgian painter Henri Evenepoel took a selfie, 1898

Ești o apă și am să te numesc Sisyphe,
ziua mă vezi, noaptea te strig, te sorb printre buze și în priviri
îmi săruți degetele picioarelor, rece, mă regăsesc surprins;
ai corpul rotund ca o înfiorare și trupul răsfoit din care curg gânduri,
iar în adâncuri curenții sunt idei fluide,
nu ai brațe ci fraze translucide ce se împletesc cu sufletul din mine…
Într-o dimineață credeam că-ți disting fruntea între trestii
și nu luna pierdută în contemplare de sine,
atât de lină încât cerul era una cu tine
și somnul așternuse o liniște netedă ce se stingea,
dar când am întins degetele am simțit rouă pe gene și urme de pași…
Vreau să îți vorbesc și nu mă aud,
văd amintiri ce se scoboară ca o ceață peste cântecul tău –
sunt cuvintele mele pe care nu le rostesc,
ce stau albastre și mă privesc;
tu ești o apă iar eu, Iubito, sunt Narcis…

Give and Take

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I came down the snail house stairway, in the middle of your dreams
and my feet was made of hunger on a floor of broken sea shells,
I came looking for your home with my flag, a box of wood, big hearted,
the road one took was nowhere to be found and nor did I saw the postman,
only pillars set on fire with each and every prayer at the border of desire..

You’ve left me in the middle, my throat is barking at the night
I’ve tried to pull on the lever to no effect for there’s no fulcrum in my head,
and the songs I listen to are saving me from hell and nailing up my coffin,
sixty days give or take worth a thousand years of dirty thoughts and fame,
I killed the sun and dig holes in the cement while you rest the same…

I took a plunge in an ocean, there are sharks all around for as far as I can see
their teeth are shiny and sharp daggers and you are dancing with me,
before the end of this summer I’ll find a trail in the sand and a way to your sea,
and early in March I’ll plant a flower tree like I saw in a dream,
are you with me or I can not give,
a taker to take the core and the coat, are you with me?

 

A song with paddles

Girl is Playing Violin by Max Kutz

 

Morning comes fast anew with no sun and stone hearted chilly winds,
and terrible sounds one can hear of a machine meant to induce fear
turn my gears and start to tear, growing up a need to smash,
and the shower filled with mice might be kinky and kind of nice,
the dark pea soup wrongfully called coffee mingles with a slice of bread,
I mirror-met the guy my girl called Ted, very much a bear looking for it’s cave,
and I’ll turn thirty in two weeks and all I need is to break bricks
and hopefully I’ll blow candle that my life is up to handle…

I went viral days ago so tonight it is turning hot like the furs in Camelot
and the tree cut in half hails the ghost of an Irish teller passing-by,
“Will you bring me cotton candy?” asked the lost boy
“Will you paint my leafs in gold?” asked the same girl,
running with a naked feet, the cement doesn’t change the face
and steps I take towards the fountain are never to remember
only wind and rain and holes once upon a November…

Living in temptation

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I took a hundred steps that morning
and took a hundred handshakes to the sunrise of the mind,
seven dwarfs to follow much like seven deadly sins to sink the thoughts
and cigarettes on dew and lighters in the cold,
her fingers running down the spine and coffee in a jar just before the wine,
fighting wars, loving deadly, living for today, building up tomorrow
all we did was gone and borrowed…

Places that I’ve seen by the open window of the trains I’ve ridden
pierced the shape of things to come,
and much alike a Scottish dream the lover’s chained to burn
and we drink their blood
and we feast upon the innocence that never fades,
deep into our lake that shines a billion lights
we never broke a promise as of yet…

And I’ve no regrets, nor hate or feelings of disdain,
the chapter’s filled with clouds and ash and dreams
and battles with white whales and even shattered glass,
and cold mornings still remind me of a cottage lost in foggy hills
where maps were drawn with borders black and bold only to be crossed,
and knights and magic do remain
where each of us is young and lives forever…

Giant’s walkaway

The giant and the girl in red dress

Once a day the sun walks down the giant steps at river’s south
and fire ants begin to crawl and drag along theirs joyful friends, letting go of all pretense,
on the bottom of a bottle they put dreams and let it float,
and runners run and rollers roll and clouds will go and skies won’t fall,
and all the songs I’ve listened told me where to go,
the gorgeous and the guy and fountains of a kind remind me of a taste I used to share,
long before I saw her eyes and long before she’s gone
I’ve searched myself for signs and burned a candle to The Lord,
did you ever strike the chord or will you always play in Re Bemol?

Once a year the giants walk along the evening sun,
the game is tight and no one knows what they’ll come to find,
you never dress in red for it has been told to be bad and so believes your dad,
I’ll kiss you on the cheek and write a letter to say goodbye
and I’ll drop the brick I carried in my chest for at least 9 months,
for I am a rock and I will change for nothing and for no one anytime,
only rain will care for me and wash away my dirt and stain
and the weight I put on things will build borders to the sin…

260 miles of blue

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I fell deep into the horse’s fountain and got yellow stains on fingers and small clothes of elvish green,
it’s time to run again in fields of thoughts that gather up like white clouds only to dismantle,
cars and trains and motors can’t sustain my thirst of wonder and only fuel the frequency of dreams,
and 260 miles are never ever far enough to lose myself into that great cold blue…
I squeeze the air and call for wolves to run my sleigh over all these troubled waters that remain untouched,
where do I gather up the wood for fire for the upcoming winter and where will I stop to make a fire?
miles and miles they asked me yesterday to crawl, to forget the ash of letters and the face of ink,
but memories are lighthouse to the sin and innocence may be a foreign traveler never to return,
I will give them something to remember, flash and blood and poetry on stair steps of stone,
and in the size of all things that still matter I will lock it with a question in a prison they’ve not seen,
miles and miles into the great deep blue, where will I gather all that wood and where will I start that fire?

IF

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If this would be the last of days and I could never take a step further
and the hour of the choice has come and God is asking me to take a crown,
if rain would never ever stop to fall unless I am willing to make a call
and horsemen of the old would guard the exits and there is no where to run,
what is that I’d say to dad and which of them I’d want to shield
for storms and demons never touch my heart and never have my soul?

Once an evening long ago I’ve told us stories to recall
and sipping on a cup of tea we shared both hell and harmony,
and books I’ve opened to remember in a pub that ceased to serve the drinks
turned to slaves that had the fate of logs in winter at the lake…
And when the morning came with whistles and the night was like a fog
and the warmth in gloves would melt the ice and hold in place the bows,
the dream would find a way to go beyond the rocks and slippery slopes
and to give birth to youth anew,
to make me pierce the deep and strength return to arms…

If fearless I’m reborn to walk this morning to the river,
if fearless I am taking this sword I swore to ease upon the sinners,
if fearless is a testament graved upon my chest
I’d choose to loose them all
I’d choose to all forget
to wake upon the world as innocent and do not hold regret
if only I could all put back….

Asterix ünd der Soul

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Retourne-moi mon petit profond noir et tous mes étonnantes étoiles,
l’embrasse de la vraie vie sur ma poitrine et sur mes épaules,
constant fil à suivre vers le fin d’une monde qui me bouleverse
et à la ligne, on recommence depuis le début de l’histoire vers les éternelles….

Hope and dreams I’ve lost them all and need them back,
I’ll have to leave and die and hurt and kill to move my feet,
and heart-shaped doodle paper may burn but won’t give heat;
in the morning I wake to part and you, my love, can have my heart,
already far, my eyes are blind, legs will follow and I hope a soul;
but, hey, don’t tell the world…