Apă

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Ești o apă și am să te numesc Sisyphe,
ziua mă vezi, noaptea te strig, te sorb printre buze și în priviri
îmi săruți degetele picioarelor, rece, mă regăsesc surprins;
ai corpul rotund ca o înfiorare și trupul răsfoit din care curg gânduri,
iar în adâncuri curenții sunt idei fluide,
nu ai brațe ci fraze translucide ce se împletesc cu sufletul din mine…
Într-o dimineață credeam că-ți disting fruntea între trestii
și nu luna pierdută în contemplare de sine,
atât de lină încât cerul era una cu tine
și somnul așternuse o liniște netedă ce se stingea,
dar când am întins degetele am simțit rouă pe gene și urme de pași…
Vreau să îți vorbesc și nu mă aud,
văd amintiri ce se scoboară ca o ceață peste cântecul tău –
sunt cuvintele mele pe care nu le rostesc,
ce stau albastre și mă privesc;
tu ești o apă iar eu, Iubito, sunt Narcis…

Give and Take

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I came down the snail house stairway, in the middle of your dreams
and my feet was made of hunger on a floor of broken sea shells,
I came looking for your home with my flag, a box of wood, big hearted,
the road one took was nowhere to be found and nor did I saw the postman,
only pillars set on fire with each and every prayer at the border of desire..

You’ve left me in the middle, my throat is barking at the night
I’ve tried to pull on the lever to no effect for there’s no fulcrum in my head,
and the songs I listen to are saving me from hell and nailing up my coffin,
sixty days give or take worth a thousand years of dirty thoughts and fame,
I killed the sun and dig holes in the cement while you rest the same…

I took a plunge in an ocean, there are sharks all around for as far as I can see
their teeth are shiny and sharp daggers and you are dancing with me,
before the end of this summer I’ll find a trail in the sand and a way to your sea,
and early in March I’ll plant a flower tree like I saw in a dream,
are you with me or I can not give,
a taker to take the core and the coat, are you with me?

 

Living in temptation

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I took a hundred steps that morning
and took a hundred handshakes to the sunrise of the mind,
seven dwarfs to follow much like seven deadly sins to sink the thoughts
and cigarettes on dew and lighters in the cold,
her fingers running down the spine and coffee in a jar just before the wine,
fighting wars, loving deadly, living for today, building up tomorrow
all we did was gone and borrowed…

Places that I’ve seen by the open window of the trains I’ve ridden
pierced the shape of things to come,
and much alike a Scottish dream the lover’s chained to burn
and we drink their blood
and we feast upon the innocence that never fades,
deep into our lake that shines a billion lights
we never broke a promise as of yet…

And I’ve no regrets, nor hate or feelings of disdain,
the chapter’s filled with clouds and ash and dreams
and battles with white whales and even shattered glass,
and cold mornings still remind me of a cottage lost in foggy hills
where maps were drawn with borders black and bold only to be crossed,
and knights and magic do remain
where each of us is young and lives forever…

Giant’s walkaway

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Once a day the sun walks down the giant steps at river’s south
and fire ants begin to crawl and drag along theirs joyful friends, letting go of all pretense,
on the bottom of a bottle they put dreams and let it float,
and runners run and rollers roll and clouds will go and skies won’t fall,
and all the songs I’ve listened told me where to go,
the gorgeous and the guy and fountains of a kind remind me of a taste I used to share,
long before I saw her eyes and long before she’s gone
I’ve searched myself for signs and burned a candle to The Lord,
did you ever strike the chord or will you always play in Re Bemol?

Once a year the giants walk along the evening sun,
the game is tight and no one knows what they’ll come to find,
you never dress in red for it has been told to be bad and so believes your dad,
I’ll kiss you on the cheek and write a letter to say goodbye
and I’ll drop the brick I carried in my chest for at least 9 months,
for I am a rock and I will change for nothing and for no one anytime,
only rain will care for me and wash away my dirt and stain
and the weight I put on things will build borders to the sin…

IF

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If this would be the last of days and I could never take a step further
and the hour of the choice has come and God is asking me to take a crown,
if rain would never ever stop to fall unless I am willing to make a call
and horsemen of the old would guard the exits and there is no where to run,
what is that I’d say to dad and which of them I’d want to shield
for storms and demons never touch my heart and never have my soul?

Once an evening long ago I’ve told us stories to recall
and sipping on a cup of tea we shared both hell and harmony,
and books I’ve opened to remember in a pub that ceased to serve the drinks
turned to slaves that had the fate of logs in winter at the lake…
And when the morning came with whistles and the night was like a fog
and the warmth in gloves would melt the ice and hold in place the bows,
the dream would find a way to go beyond the rocks and slippery slopes
and to give birth to youth anew,
to make me pierce the deep and strength return to arms…

If fearless I’m reborn to walk this morning to the river,
if fearless I am taking this sword I swore to ease upon the sinners,
if fearless is a testament graved upon my chest
I’d choose to loose them all
I’d choose to all forget
to wake upon the world as innocent and do not hold regret
if only I could all put back….

The End

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Here it ends,
the road we took upon together so many worlds ago
and all the chatter that was sent both ways from ears to mouth,
the crystal egg cracks open for the dragon to arise,
to burn to ashes once again The Queen of Hearts…
I thank you for the love and thank you for the hate,
for days of endless wonder and nights of unpaired bliss,
I thank you for the words that always shared your soul,
for the music and the dance and the taking as a whole…

Here it ends my love, the morning whispers and the evenings on the call,
it’s the end of disagreement and of any dream we shared
and the things supposed to come shall never be the same,
nor secluded spots we loved, nor the two day drives…
And I thank you for the love and thank you for the hate,
for there’s a right time to feel each one of them as much,
a time to seek the wisdom, as well as time to let the heart rebel,
a time to walk together, and a time to walk alone…

And here it ends my love,
the rocky path we left behind with certitudes and question marks,
the unmet expectations and a little wood house on the shore,
the dog called Dog and the arch of roses by the porch,
here it ends, the world,
and I thank you for the walk, for always being on my side,
I thank you for the words and thank you for the thoughts,
I thank you for the time you took to hold my hands
and I thank you for the love and I thank for the hate….

Ode

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Ode to my feet that keeps me standing,
to each of the pillars that never gave up caring when the world was mine to hold,
to the tall mountain trees that push against the storms,
and to the masts that hold against my troubled seas,
ode to the dirt on my toes and the scars with their stories untold,
I am writing an ode to the very best friends and the caress of your warm hands,
poetry for the lonely, a language for the few,
an ode to the sand steps washed up by the rain,
to the names I cannot pronounce, to the numbers and the unexpected…
Ode to my feet that walked upon your shadow,
to the bones and the muscles that kept me standing,
to every fiber and nerves and the vessels that did not shrink when fear cornered me,
ode to my feet that against my best intentions brought me closer to your dream
and did not break away when I touched the lips
and did not skip a beat when I did another deed,
ode to the plants that I squashed when I danced,
to the ants and the plans
and the past upon which I pressed heavy boots to pass
one thought closer,
two steps nearer to the dream I never hoped to hold…
Ode to my feet that keeps me standing,
ode to the gift,
ode to the heat…

Things to do before I die

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Things to do before I die: listen to the music and don’t forget to smile,
and when you need to cry,
and when you just want to die,
when your soul is loosing spark and all you hear are nails scratching on the walls,
howl into the darkness, punch them in the face… break the silence, have a taste,
in a million pieces scrambled all apart… break the silence and protest;
and the morning after when they’re at your door, with a hand of steel and the eyes to kill,
run baby run,
and do take the gun,
hop on the saddle and just keep going, motors growling, tyers stretching,
burn the road, break the silence, have a taste of how it feels,
the fresh air, the morning rain and the sunshine that’s about to show,
run, run baby run and grow a heart to call your own….
And just before I’m about to die,
fearless and trustworthy I’ll put my arms into fire and my feel into dust,
with no regret and no illusion,
I’ll pass on my last thought: that I couldn’t have it better,
that life is worth living as mouths worth feeding
that heart is worth having as love worth finding,
and no regrets,
baby no regrets and always keep running…

Morning sonata

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I’m writing you a letter under the morning star
an expert chaining of words to unfold pages you wouldn’t dare touch otherwise,
signs and points and funny little curved bars
on the last breath of a tall green murdered sequoia tree,
in my own words as you can see,
“Good fuckin’ morning, little plush sweet baby!”

Before sunrise, time is all that still remains for there’s no ending to its fall
dreams are gone, the clay is cold, pick-pockets won’t find things to mold,
and I am gone, far away, overseas, hunting trolls…

Wake up prisoner of sight,
the day was brought to you by a brother of the cheating sun,
load your guns with courage and take a solid stand
for morning always rolls upon both the faithful and the sin
and one shall rise and one shall part
when fire hits the Queen of Hearts..

Paper planes are telling stories in the dawn of March Hare’s spring,
fierce claw paintings drawn by starlight shiver
they’re like whispers of a spark soon a tribute to the dark,
and I’m writing you a letter starting with the eye
words and thoughts and feelings with commas at the end,
a book with glitter starving hands.

Rock-n-roll

Kites in Cloudy Skies: Painting Clouds in Watercolour @Hannah's Art Club

Kites in Cloudy Skies: Painting Clouds in Watercolour

Do you rock or do you rock-n-roll?
big ball of fire can you rock my world?
playing the guitar on acoustic waves,
long forgotten rhymes start to grow and start to fade,
thoughts from the beginning keep emerging in the sun
smiles and whispers in the shadow come into the light,
memories are failing, history is a sight
tell me dear God, did I make it right?

Brown woolen hoodies in the backstage at the scene
they roam around like foreign medicine,
crawling up your chest when it burns from within
they pour honey at a whim,
dreams are lost to the ghosts in the notes
and I borrowed all my hopes,
kiting papers on a string
do I write, do I rock or do I sing?

So, do you rock or do you rock-n-roll?
will you be a black hole to my world?
guide me to a future and hold on to my song
till I go beyond and my fists are strong,
hearts are drawn to life on a gamer’s card
and the bass is loud and the rhythm is sound,
feelings are on sale, so do hail:
God of rock-n-roll, please don’t take my sail!

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