I don’t need your silence
I despise the calm
revolution,
turning on the time
the staircase wakes me up
painting my world upside down
I can feel the sacrifice…
no more leaps on your Church
the steps are marked in ancient blood
the voices crawl within
the heavy doors are thin –
long past midnight
I chose a different path to walk
another God to serve;
from nothingness comes struggle
the debt is payed in sorrow
after darkness follows light
as we forget the saints…
Category Archives: Slopes and hopes
Unwanted
I am the
I am the darkness
the might to be
and the state of being I can not control,
a feeling
lost in between times
a single line going straight to you…
you are a friend
but not the one to me
and I scream into the void
I scream my will to exist
free from fear
free from the prison I have accepted in me
I will you to be,
the one
the one that is there waiting for me
a doorway to another existence
another chance to be
free form weight
open to all
gravity pulled
sunward emotion
I need a feeling to transform my devotion,
love me
adoration
I am but a soldier
unwanted commotion,
you love me
the emotion
I am
resolution
darkness
my way is commotion…
Words
I did not write a single word to tell you how I feel,
alcohol, cocaine and fears
my brightest bloom is here,
unsolvable commotion in the great white riddle
the night is here darkness never left this room
nothing is of what it seems
the fire river is born from tears
words are meaningless
they empty as they turn to bricks and build the walls…
Emotion
we got acquainted in a dream
flickering eyes, raven hair, drawn on a slender alabaster build
and so,
pride engulfed me like air caressing a first born
with no words,
I knew,
fires were to be built on so many altars
to subside an impending fear of loss…
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