Oaza

Este seară peste Oază
și sunt nori pictați pe pânze
într-o zi vor curge flori peste notele uitate,
cu poteci săpate-n valuri de fiori
vor rosti credințe inimi chinuite în zadar…

Noaptea naște stele peste globuri de cristal
și din vise închegate cresc castele fără far,
plouă peste Oază
ape spală ochii zeilor de ceară –
fluvii fără maluri și mări de neînceput…

Dimineața se revarsă ca o aprigă sentință
și îneacă în lumină setea de ființă,
pași desculți prin roua rece,
urme scrise în strofe de căință,
vor fi martori pentru noua pocăință…

Alice III

Hey there Alice, how do you do!

I have found a song that makes me think of you,
of all the evenings skating long past bedtime
and some funny dyed star that you could not see,
Alice,
I remember everything…

It’s a song I sang with you,
coffee in the shower, cigarettes after sex
we did not need pretexts
nor a book to guide us through,
love was blank for us to write
I would have done everything with you
I wish I’d do,
go up that hill once more with you…

Alice dearest, how do you do!

It’s a song I listen to
filled with autumn leafs and Bible queries,
one way or another
we’re going far and even farther,
for true sinners there is no earthly border
and I already confessed,
my fears killed the best I never had…

Sing with me
skin on skin, and the space between,
a little prayer
it’s alright, as I am fading out,
don’t let me fall
a high pitched toll will break the wall,
Alice,
put your arms and pull me under…

Alice, I do!

Reasons

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There must be a reason,
for each passing day there is a page of writings in your book
and a mark of every moment meant to fall,
what if I had the eyes to read?
and what if I knew each word you had to say,
wake me up before I cry
and pour little lies in my ear tonight,
I will find the shrine,
I shall bring back light,
will your fire burn on the last day of our time?

There must be a reason why a flock will kill the one that shines,
I’m a lonely wolf with a blue heart
and a stab in the rust seems to be too fast,
I have to slowly go,
my hands turning to clay day after day,
I grow roots out in the cold
and my heart grows as it was foretold,
go my children go,
forests so wide and rivers so long,
you are my blood and you’ll carry my song…

Days of Epoh

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Let’s get lost in heaven on the streets we walked back then,
it was cold, there were flowers going high
and our steps were mixed with laughter,
Sunday evenings in the park turned to nights in deep December
and the dark just made us bright,
you and me together –
let’s get lost in heaven, two stars on the northern sky
I will love you dearest till the last breath of my life…

I’m a dreamer, I will never loose my faith,
teach me how to walk this Earth
I confess to all the wrongdoings of my words,
they turned your bones to fragments of the sea,
let me build again a house to share in every city that we’ll be
we’ll have an orange dog and I will make you tea,
you will be my eyes
and I will fight the demons that we meet…

Let’s get lost in heaven and bring back joy,
all you’ve seen it’s still in there, the love is never gone,
I am not a stranger, I did wrong, I repent my soul,
let’s drink another coffee on the right side of the Rhone…

The Dream

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I dream,
I learned to fly…

Fifty thousand words I wrote will lift me up to see the sky
and stars on the cold night,
cement under me,
wet –
I’m lost among all hearts I touched,
a part of me in every hand I hold
and memories…

I am a tree,
and branches fall
and fruits fell deeper when autumn called,
love never fades,
my hands are tied
and I can not stop the dream…

A child has died
and chances are for those who dare to bleed,
we’re going to war,
drop the swords and kneel for the free
and let it fall onto me,
my dreams…

Coldplay

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Falling out of paradise,
they dragged me down and broke my spine
and the glory
all glitter that I had is gone,
and I must forget,
but devils are dancing circles in my head –
I’m haunted;
dust is covering my tracks
it’s just the name I have I can’t forget,
I rose prayers to the only god I had
and He cruelly listened so I’ve left,
if I’d hold you tight as you once said
will my heart stop and my soul turn red?
the dream is fed with blood and need,
and I am people wondering –
I hope you understand
the stars are purple to the end…

Runaway

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I’ve run once more
leaving everything I’ve known behind
friends and lovers of all kind,
I packed my life in the back of my car
no time for tears
too little time to look behind,
and I’ve run
highways under the sun…

It is a red turtle story
told on an island of my own,
I must’ve been cursed
for I can’t seem to find my place
to grow an oak tree and gaze at the stars,
I may but follow a call
that flies me through time…

It’s the great runaway
from youth to the Day
it is the time to sail,
and so help me God
as my heart loves life
to put my steps into the light,
to build from soil and will
a home for my dreams…

Bear with me

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I used to dream
I used to run from past midnight to almost nine,
I used to laugh
I used to dance from this corner to the stage,
and then she came
and there she was like fire burning in the rain,
she took a star and made it fall writing sparkles on my soul
and the way she pressed her cheek made me go into the deep,
I took her hand and changed the pace
left the year behind and start to race…

[…]

Will I ever find my way?

Inner thinking

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I cannot read I force myself to write
I find a thousand reasons not to care but I’m intrigued
and getting out of bed is quite the chore,
I feel that something’s off;
“Do I put up rhymes to soothe my mind
or are they just sweet nothings before sleep?”
My eyes are stinging daggers and my ribcage feels like stone
the legs won’t listen,
the air is stall
and the brain seems full of holes…
“Give me a reason!
Give me the bliss of things I cannot remember!
But put them in a box before…”
and let the rain washout the wax,
let it show those tiny cracks this statue of Adonis has –
I need not straight lines,
nor coronation over brothers,
no words to change me from inside,
no shaming of the Fathers…
Will I be able to forget,
to put aside all reasons of regret –
a mountain with a lake is all it takes
courage and strong hands
and burn the Empire,
may the Order fail…

Just a walk

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Take the pill my friend from the sweaty hand,
we shall find together a tiny world were we don’t need to dream…
walk with me tonight
don’t talk to me this time
just lean on me and listen to my cry,
don’t give me hope nor cut the silver strings –
I have a demon feeding on the thoughts I can’t control,
he drinks the sun and rivers when they flow
I have a monster that I grow
that kills the life in every living soul;
come join me when I fall,
let’s run this mile in silence
and hold a candle when I swim just before the darkness,
swallow down the memories,
make the written word accomplice to my crime –
just a walk,  it’s all that’s left to give
take this pill and find a way to dream,
they’ve stripped me to the bone –
a flawless act from dusk to dawn,
these creatures that I own…