Hard covered, written with the gift you found a book to live by it then I kissed you on the wrong right cheek since the night the pages fled was so dark I could not see, wished a poem brought you back to that wicked pub where we last danced but it is too late, statement’s made in white, bowing under petrol eyes and I got the Sun inside to shine no wisdom – could I burn you if I tried? is there purpose in this drive? felt each time he asked “are you a Jew?” “no, I’m not!” just one among so many few something lost in between the pagan I have been and your perfume in the London fumes I would touch yet would not feel, taught me how to nurture and not to stir on the memories we shall become let them flowers grow a whole garden painted on a purple sky…
Where does it all begin, up until we end together I may spill a thousand dreams… I’ve been given a broken ladder but the courage was within, I have shaped my words in pain and painted purple in the dark saw you sparkling, you left shadows in the chambers of my heart – that sweet emotion, always longing for those lights up in the mountain…
In the end we are alone swimming in our ocean, strangers – nothing more than falling stars burning to exhaustion, looking not for love but all there is to give our passion for another…
I’ve been published! Yesterday, one of my older poems was featured on the website of The Opiate Magazine and is going to appear in the upcoming fall issue. There is a first for everything. Feeling happy.
What to scribble when there’s nothing left to say? only scattered pointers, lines and colon breaks, happy words I used before are turning meaningless and the page is blank each time I do confess…
there is this growing fear engulfed in nothingness wished I had a burning heart like the furnace in the sun or a heart of clay to mold the passion through my days, but I’m built from aching flesh and longings in a dream…
climbing on a ladder leading to no end I must’ve lost the way for looking back I saw no other only darkness dressing up the feelings I’ve held in and I asked myself “Oh father where do I begin?“
I woke up on the left side longing for the right side my feet felt the cold, yet I’ve dreamed I was breathing fire I still make it rain to hide my tears from the sun…
lucky notes and lyrics written for no fame on a New York City oldest grumpy stage with empty chairs, in the end music is what still remains and there’s no shame, we walked those roads and climbed the stairs in pairs – we were young and had no care nothing could’ve bothered, hair was long and rich and brown riding in my mustang ’65 money scarce but love was strong was all that mattered…
lucky strikes in nameless pubs after shots and after dark poured us whisky in the jar and we never stopped the gig until the end – fell in love with life that I dissent white porch, roses and a swing so we ceased to be a thing but music played, nothing could’ve stopped the beat round that summer in the heat I did write my greatest hit but it’s a sad song for it was wrong…
as with poets rise and fall Rolling Stones be getting old and Bowie, David’s in the stars with Cohen and I’m even more alone in this kingdom built from gold, the gold is cold – like empty chairs surrounded by a whole it’s raining roses in the New York City oldest famous hall, the music never stopped…
round that summer in the heat I did write my greatest hit but it’s a sad song for I was wrong…
morning and coffee the window, the Sun, fresh air before noon yesterday the scene, the play, the rush, an old lady the machine “You want to get rid of your wife?” I quit… the pride the drama the shots a walk, lemon juice, pasta “What’s with this voice?” Poland a photo, three words, the white the wish, the best old friends a walk in the park the talk –
rain feelings the wait hold tight, wrong, too long alone blue, time, no cats the promise “I would have…” south of Paris, more books fight build love a daughter of Eve a son a dog the Pope…
I want to write a poem about a time I have forgotten I want to sing a song we played a life ago running long the streets to another half-full café where people kept smoking and beer was cheap, do you remember the guitar riffs and the full glasses with good words to sip, used to get drunk on glances and the last Sunday hit your red ribbon on that sky blue dress I’ve danced you baby to the last of my deep breaths…
I want to write the words, all that I have promised I want them engraved on a stone from the sea for the world to know and your heart to feel it all that’s been missing is what we left behind, I do remember the walks in the park pride made us wrong and guilt drove me crazy, my way took a wrong turn and I could not find you I took a chance to ask a big diamond and the sun went purple in a pool of free stars…
I want to write a poem about a good time I want to sing a song about tomorrow…